Thursday, April 9, 2009

Confessions ....Part 2

Here i am standing amid the wobbly ruins of my mushy dreams, hyperventilating,frothing and cursing those falling faraway stars. I wonder whether dreams could be realized as easy as picking up those falling stars and keeping them in safe recess of my pocket. Nevertheless this time again, these stars have played their part in setting me up the in that booby trap again. Don't they call it interstellar.....Haven't i found her again amid the 'stars' standing alone with rapturous sea waves trying to rankle the serenity of azure horizon behind her. And,she was holding herself tight against the gusty winds on the deck of a cruising ship ,enjoying the last fleeting moment of a pleasant evening. The years of fading memory suddenly got a scintillating burst of new life and i could recognize her straight from some dark forgotten corner of my heart. Was i baited again with this Halloween delight or destiny really had put her for redenzevous with me in this totally unexpected crossroads. Deception could be catastrophic this time and i was in a catatonic fix again : Slipping into her charm already was a inevitable disaster last time. That was just her snap posted in some social networking site, with smiles lurking behind her invitingly suppressed pout. That was just a small spark to reignite my cinder heart. And like they say, there were flames all over the places and i could feel the heat again rushing into my mind numbing it to reason with me against going to same alley again. She was still as distant and clueless as ever but i was relieved. May be what this is called serendipity and i had at least discovered my liitle treasure back. Finally, there was some light and i knew that luck favors only the braves and i can't allow the history to repeat itself this time...

To be continued.....

1 comment:

chandan said...

quite annoying. why u r flirting with our quest? grow up buddy and tell us who she is?